Acknowledging the elephant.

There seems to be one in my living room. I try not to talk about it with too many people. However, it has been 4 solid, non cheating days..................so the truth must out.

I am now a non-smoker. Sigh...............I said it. I will never go back, as these 4 days have been rather like a strange 60's experience...........................one I do not want to repeat.

Maybe in another day or so I can actually teach the kids something. Right now my IQ is still about 20.

Rainy days and Mondays..................

Okay, so it's Thursday, big deal.

Waiting for hubby to get home so I can go meet at least one friend for Mom's Night Out. I thought more people were coming, but no one seems to have hit the database... The hightlight of my month. Although, since I have not made it in several months, its just a big highlight.

Have not had a smoke in over 24 hours. I think I am going to have a psychotic break. Maybe a couple of margs will sedate me enough not to snap. Or they will just screw up my judgement and I will buy a pack. I am hoping for the first response.

Lovely day to quit. Windy, grey, rainy and cold. I sure miss looking out my window and seeing my garden.